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09 November 2009
04 November 2009
Symptoms of Avoidant Personality Disorder:
- Hypersensitivity to criticism or rejection
- Self-imposed social isolation
- Extreme shyness in social situations, though feels a strong desire for close relationships
- Avoids physical contact because it has been associated with an unpleasant or painful stimulus
- Avoids interpersonal relationships
- Feelings of inadequacy
- Severe low self-esteem
- Self loathing
- Mistrust of others
- Emotional distancing related to intimacy
- Highly self-conscious
- Self-critical about their problems relating to others
- Problems in occupational functioning
- Lonely self-perception
- Feeling inferior to others
- Utilizes fantasy as a form of escapism and to interrupt painful thoughts
me
1. Your Appearance.
I have blonde hair.
I have Brown/Black hair.
I have red hair.
I have a different color of hair.
I have highlights.
They are natural.
I think I’m pretty.
I think I am ugly.
I think I am okay looking or in the middle of pretty and ugly.
I am comfortable with my appearance.
I would change something to do with my appearance.
My teeth are bright white.
I wear lots and lots of make-up. (sometimes)
I wear an average amount of make-up.
I don’t wear make-up.
I am stereotyped.
I hate being stereotyped.
I’m tall.
I’m short.
I’m medium.
I have blue eyes.
I have green eyes.
I have brown eyes.
I have hazel eyes.
My hair is naturally straight.
My hair is naturally wavy.
I like my hair.
I hate my hair.
I have large feet.
My feet are small.
My hands are big.
My hands aren’t big.
I never get pimples. (until yesterday)
2. Relationships.
I have a boyfriend.
I love him.
I am single.
I like being single.
I hate being single.
It is hard for me not to flirt.
I have never cheated on a guy before.
I have cheated on a guy 1+ times.
I regret that. ^^
I would take a bullet for my boyfriend.
My boyfriend would take a bullet for me.
My boyfriend is hott.
I see my boyfriend at least once a day.
If I had a boyfriend i would be much happier.
I like being known as “His Girlfriend.”
I would pick a guy/my boyfriend over all of my friends…
Thats just crazy. ^^
I listen to songs over and over again if they remind me of the boy I love.
I trust my boyfriend with my life.
3. Friends.
I have more than 1 best friend.
If I had to choose my very very best friend, I couldn’t do it.
If I had to choose my very very best friend, I could do it, but it would be very very hard.
I have one good friend I can tell everything to.
Sometimes my friends make me feel left out.
I like being around new people.
My best friend lives close to me.
I hate it when my best friend and I get in a big fight over the stupidest things.
I believe that all true friends must have fights in order to make it work.
My friends are not stuck up and open to new people.
My friends are known as the popular or preppy group.
I think they are just ordinary people.
I would take a bullet for my friends.
I love partying with my friends.
My house is the place to be.
My friends and I always hang out.
I would never pick a guy over my friends.
My friends sometimes make fun of me but they are just joking.
My friends are good at sports.
My friends and I are pretty close.
4. Family.
I have a brother.
I have a sister.
I have no brothers or sisters.
That makes me an only child.
I have 2+ brothers.
I have 2+ sisters.
My parents are not divorced.
My parents are divorced.
My parents fight a lot/used to fight a lot.
I’m kind of happy my parents are divorced because now i don’t have to hear them fight.
I hate the fact my parents are divorced.
I have clothes at my mom’s and my dad’s house.
I live with my mom.
I live with my dad.
I live with both my parents.
All of my siblings live with me.
I am the oldest child in my household.
I am the middle child in my household.
I am the youngest child in my household.
I have stepbrothers.
I have stepsisters.
I have living grandparents.
I have living great-grandparents.
I have more than 2 aunts and 2 uncles.
I have A LOT of cousins.
5. Make-up, Clothes, & Shoes.
MAKEUP I USE:
dark eyeliner.
perfume
deoderant.
mascara.
pink blush.
light eyeliner.
another color of blush.
white eyeshadow.
another color of eyeshadow.
foundation.
concealer.
powder.
lotion.
teeth whitener.
CLOTHES I WEAR:
baggy jeans.
tight jeans.
in-the-middle jeans.
designer jeans.
khakis.
mini skirts.
mini shorts.
capris.
skirts.
shorts.
sweat pants. (gym or at home)
flannel/pajama pants.
blue jean shorts.
khaki shorts.
soft/loose shorts.
Tank tops.
camisoles.
shrugs.
loose tee shirts.
tight tee shirts.
big tee shirts.
band tee shirts.
beaters.
Two piece swim suits.
1 piece swim suits.
Bikinis.
SHOES I WEAR:
tennis shoes.
air jordans.
shox.
adidas shox.
high top running/basketball shoes
other types of running/basketball shoes.
track spikes.
cleats.
flip flops.
high heels.
pumps.
slippers.
flats.
03 November 2009
02 November 2009
01 November 2009
skate skate
He was a skater boy
She said see ya later boy
He wasn't good enough for her
Now he's a super star
Slamming on his guitar
Does your pretty face see what he's worth?
29 October 2009
tick tock
i've got lots of watches but they don't look good when i wear them at the same time. i guess i need to buy some new ones ;)
24 October 2009
!!!!!!!!
FUCK YOU FOR EATING ALL MY FOOD!!!
i don't eat half the time because i'm skipping meals. but you go ahead and eat the only food i fucking like. for fuck sake!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i don't eat half the time because i'm skipping meals. but you go ahead and eat the only food i fucking like. for fuck sake!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
18 October 2009
the BOLD truth
01. you’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you.
02. you have been in a serious relationship before.
03. you own an ipod of some sort.
04. you do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.
05. you drink too much alcohol.
06. you have been to the olive garden.
07. you have taken medicine of some sort this week.
08. it is really cold in your house right now.
09. you are extremely dependent on others.
10. you do not like to express your feelings in front of others.
11. you ate a lot of food today.
12. it doesn’t take much for you to cry.
13. people consider you a sappy sort of person.
14. someone in your family is rich.
15. you have been to disney world or disneyland before.
16. you hate when people constantly talk about themselves.
17. you are a good listener, but you hate complainers.
18. someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.
19. you have had a serious surgery.
20. your house has a spare bedroom.
21. your house is old.
22. you have at least one cousin under the age of three.
23. you have never held a baby before.
24. you can’t handle toddlers.
25. you have a painting in your room.
26. you have been to canada.
27. you have been to mexico.
28. you love cherry flavored lollipops.
29. you celebrate easter.
30. you observe lent.
31. you are catholic.
32. you do not believe in god.
33. religion is not important to you.
34. you want to have a big family one day.
35. you would rather have more sons than daughters.
36. you have more aunts than uncles.
38. you currently are way more tan than everyone else.
39. you wear shoes in your house.
40. your parents are clean freaks.
41. you are more messy than clean.
42. you are currently angry at someone.
43. patience is so not a virtue to you.
44. your desk is extremely clean.
45. your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.
46. when you hear ‘black & white’ it reminds you of katy perry’s ‘hot n cold’ song.
47. you have no clue what that song is.
48. you think rap artists are completely pathetic.
49. you are glad george bush will be/is out of office.
50. politics are boring to you.
51. you take a vitamin daily.
52. you feel like you are sick often.
53. you hate throwing up.
54. you think it’s gross when people set food down on their desk at school with no napkin.
55. you also find it gross that people sit on top of desks.
56. you are now cringing at the thought of someone’s food where someone’s ass was.
57. you love getting bubble baths.
58. you do not like chocolate at all.
59. you are allergic to nuts.
60. you have been stung by a bee/wasp before.
61. you have been to the emergency room before for something.
62. one of your parents is 50 or older.
63. you are the baby of your immediate family.
64. you hate broccoli.
65. cooked carrots are good, though.
66. you go on tumblr too much.
67. you are really comfortable right now.
68. you like witty t-shirts.
69. you are a major fan of underground bands.
70. you have been on an airplane before.
71. you are not afraid of heights.
72. you consider yourself paranoid.
73. you have had a panic attack before.
74. the thought of being old and alone bothers you.
75. you would choose the elderly over children.
76. you feel like you’re living in the wrong decade.
77. you have smoked weed before.
78. you think it’s way too cold outside right now.
79. you love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning.
80. you would rather go to bed early and get up early.
81. you feel like the early bird catches the worm.
82. you are a big breakfast eater.
83. you are currently suffering from the common cold.
84. you are craving something salty.
85. you have been in a car today.
86. there is something plugged in near you.
87. you have heard of the tv show ‘private practice.’
88. you do not like medical television shows.
89. you prefer horror to comedies.
90. you adore leo & kate.
91. you think high-waisted pants look good.
92. you hate cheesy movies.
93. you enjoy camping out.
94. bugs don’t bother you.
95. you do well in school without trying.
96. you are extremely jealous of someone currently.
97. you feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.
98. you like energy drinks.
99. you like italics.
100. you know the entire script of mean girls
02. you have been in a serious relationship before.
03. you own an ipod of some sort.
04. you do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.
05. you drink too much alcohol.
06. you have been to the olive garden.
07. you have taken medicine of some sort this week.
08. it is really cold in your house right now.
09. you are extremely dependent on others.
10. you do not like to express your feelings in front of others.
11. you ate a lot of food today.
12. it doesn’t take much for you to cry.
13. people consider you a sappy sort of person.
14. someone in your family is rich.
15. you have been to disney world or disneyland before.
16. you hate when people constantly talk about themselves.
17. you are a good listener, but you hate complainers.
18. someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.
19. you have had a serious surgery.
20. your house has a spare bedroom.
21. your house is old.
22. you have at least one cousin under the age of three.
23. you have never held a baby before.
24. you can’t handle toddlers.
25. you have a painting in your room.
26. you have been to canada.
27. you have been to mexico.
28. you love cherry flavored lollipops.
29. you celebrate easter.
30. you observe lent.
31. you are catholic.
32. you do not believe in god.
33. religion is not important to you.
34. you want to have a big family one day.
35. you would rather have more sons than daughters.
36. you have more aunts than uncles.
38. you currently are way more tan than everyone else.
39. you wear shoes in your house.
40. your parents are clean freaks.
41. you are more messy than clean.
42. you are currently angry at someone.
43. patience is so not a virtue to you.
44. your desk is extremely clean.
45. your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.
46. when you hear ‘black & white’ it reminds you of katy perry’s ‘hot n cold’ song.
47. you have no clue what that song is.
48. you think rap artists are completely pathetic.
49. you are glad george bush will be/is out of office.
50. politics are boring to you.
51. you take a vitamin daily.
52. you feel like you are sick often.
53. you hate throwing up.
54. you think it’s gross when people set food down on their desk at school with no napkin.
55. you also find it gross that people sit on top of desks.
56. you are now cringing at the thought of someone’s food where someone’s ass was.
57. you love getting bubble baths.
58. you do not like chocolate at all.
59. you are allergic to nuts.
60. you have been stung by a bee/wasp before.
61. you have been to the emergency room before for something.
62. one of your parents is 50 or older.
63. you are the baby of your immediate family.
64. you hate broccoli.
65. cooked carrots are good, though.
66. you go on tumblr too much.
67. you are really comfortable right now.
68. you like witty t-shirts.
69. you are a major fan of underground bands.
70. you have been on an airplane before.
71. you are not afraid of heights.
72. you consider yourself paranoid.
73. you have had a panic attack before.
74. the thought of being old and alone bothers you.
75. you would choose the elderly over children.
76. you feel like you’re living in the wrong decade.
77. you have smoked weed before.
78. you think it’s way too cold outside right now.
79. you love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning.
80. you would rather go to bed early and get up early.
81. you feel like the early bird catches the worm.
82. you are a big breakfast eater.
83. you are currently suffering from the common cold.
84. you are craving something salty.
85. you have been in a car today.
86. there is something plugged in near you.
87. you have heard of the tv show ‘private practice.’
88. you do not like medical television shows.
89. you prefer horror to comedies.
90. you adore leo & kate.
91. you think high-waisted pants look good.
92. you hate cheesy movies.
93. you enjoy camping out.
94. bugs don’t bother you.
95. you do well in school without trying.
96. you are extremely jealous of someone currently.
97. you feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.
98. you like energy drinks.
99. you like italics.
100. you know the entire script of mean girls
29 September 2009
cougar town
i'm watching cougar town and how can an older woman get a hot young guy?? i can't get a hot guy my own age damnit .
24 September 2009
23 September 2009
22 September 2009
hate
omg i hate having to drive people around. why can't they drive me. i hate driving full stop. and the fact that they ask me. i'm not offering to take them. for fuck sake leave me alone. i don't even like you half the time. i bitch about you to others. yeah behind your back because that's how i roll. so fuck you and your fat face. your fat and i'm friends with you because i look damn good when i stand next to you. you may exercise but your never going to be skinny, that's how god made you. so suck it. i will never say these things to your face because it will cause too much drama. and fuck it, i just use you and i need you for that. you always think everything is fine but it never is. and you never notice.
thoughts - blackberry
and i have more to write:
so my contract for my phone is about to finish this month. finally. now what should i go on? i want to get a blackberry too.
oh et is on now, time to turn off the music. ok back to the blog. i get distracted way too easily.
but yeah blackberry, so is the trackball out and the trackpad in?? what is actually going to come to australia?? like there is the "blackberry tour" "essex" "onyx" there are so many i don't know which to get or if they are even coming to aus. like people i know already have the "bold" so i don't want what they have, i want something new. dad will pay for the plan but i think i will be paying for the phone. tear. time to get off my ass and find a job. fuck i'm lazy. avoiding doing my assignments by writing this. and deciding if i should get rid of my tumbler account. should i just put it all on the blog? but isn't tumbler the new blog? like how facebook is the new myspace.
i need food. going for a jog in the morning and skipping breakfast, then buying a $1 frozen coke which is tiny but quenches the thirst. then skipping lunch. well i had potato salad. that's good enought. i'll wait until dinner with the girls. yes i'm actually going out once in my life.
why would you want to be soneones girlfriend for 12 years? lock it down. marry that man. (i just saw something on et and need to comment on it)
so my contract for my phone is about to finish this month. finally. now what should i go on? i want to get a blackberry too.
oh et is on now, time to turn off the music. ok back to the blog. i get distracted way too easily.
but yeah blackberry, so is the trackball out and the trackpad in?? what is actually going to come to australia?? like there is the "blackberry tour" "essex" "onyx" there are so many i don't know which to get or if they are even coming to aus. like people i know already have the "bold" so i don't want what they have, i want something new. dad will pay for the plan but i think i will be paying for the phone. tear. time to get off my ass and find a job. fuck i'm lazy. avoiding doing my assignments by writing this. and deciding if i should get rid of my tumbler account. should i just put it all on the blog? but isn't tumbler the new blog? like how facebook is the new myspace.
i need food. going for a jog in the morning and skipping breakfast, then buying a $1 frozen coke which is tiny but quenches the thirst. then skipping lunch. well i had potato salad. that's good enought. i'll wait until dinner with the girls. yes i'm actually going out once in my life.
why would you want to be soneones girlfriend for 12 years? lock it down. marry that man. (i just saw something on et and need to comment on it)
i wanted to make a list
- why is it when celebrities go to fashion shows they wear sunglasses inside?
- i hate it when i;m at home by myself and you hear strange noises outside my front door....maybe i should carry a baseball bat around with me.
- i hate the end button on the mac i can't get it to work
- i just have to say it...kanye is a doucebag
- i don't get invited to guitar hero nights
- always a 2nd thought to everyone
- ok enough self loathing
08 September 2009
07 September 2009
06 September 2009
05 September 2009
04 September 2009
incomplete
i love the photography in magazines and putting them up on my wall, but i hate ripping the pages out.
28 August 2009
27 August 2009
26 August 2009
me
i don't know what to do right now. i don't like that i should be studying but am finding all these new things to do on the computer. procrastinating is great. i love how i use all this time on the computer or watching movies or a whole season's of shows in one sitting. what else is there to go on about while my eyes slowly close while i watch letters go past on my screen....
clothes
i love how the stockings are worn. pity it's too hot here to wear them now. summer isn't even here but it's already melted me.
i also what this jacket
and this top.
amazing
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